:/

will i be able to reach something i can't....
I don't want to lose...
will i be able to go on with this? I don't think i can go on...
I'm so fucking tired.
but no one seems to know what's going on.
i feel like such a two-faced idiot...
but maybe i am one.
i admit... I'm horrible.
There's things i would never say in real life...
that i believe deep in my heart...
there's feelings i confine... because the hate that i feel might hurt others.
i'm so lost...
but no one's there to understand...
But i'm glad.
cuz I'll try to find a way...
but i want to start over..
so so badly.
go somewhere where i don't know ANYBODY
and just START OVER.